SLEEPLESS NIGHT
Last night was a sleepless night. No matter how hard I tried I could not get my body to go to sleep. Turns out I am not the only one I spoke to a friend on line about 5 am who also could not sleep, and when my sister called at 7 am she said she had not slept at all either. I do not know what was going on that people were having trouble sleeping last night, but apparently I was not the only one that could not sleep. My sisters problem was she had a bad stomach ache. I think my problem was I could not get my mind to stop racing. I hate when it gets like that where I can not shut my thoughts down enough to actually sleep. I do not know what causes it,but I do know it is a real problem. I need my sleep. When I do not get enough sleep I get irritated easily and mad over things most people would not even notice. Night before last I slept great and woke up feeling better then I had in weeks.I do not know it could be this weird weather and all the staying inside because of the virus. I think people are going stir crazy with all this being trapped inside our homes for this long. There is a beautiful sunny sky out there this morning , even though the air is still chilly, it is the kind of sun that makes you want to go out and just feel it on your face ( well the part you so not have covered by a mask anyhow). I do know lack of sleep is no good for anyone. It messes with you both mentally and physically.Here is to a better night's sleep tonight. Tomorrow is my birthday and I would hate to have dark circles under my eyes on my birthday. I doubt many will remember it, but I have already gotten 3 cards and a big present from my boyfriend.ツ I get AROUND......... All the time...woo hoo oo ooo oooooo... wahoo hoo ooo oo ooo o...... .... comon LETS DO IT TOGETHER AND GET AROUND 웃 = 유 ='S ,... We get AROUND........
COMON .... lets do this..... READY??????? 1.................2................3..................https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wREBD2og5iYRound round get around, I get around, yeah
(Get around round round I get around, ooh-ooh) I get around
Fom town to town (get around round round I get around)
I'm a real cool head (get around round round I get around)
I'm makin' real good bread (get around round round I get around)I'm gettin' bugged driving up and down the same old strip
I gotta find a new place where the kids are hip
My buddies and me are getting real well known
Yeah, the bad guys know us and they leave us aloneI get around (get around round round I get around)
From town to town (get around round round I get around)
I'm a real cool head (get around round round I get around)
I'm makin' real good bread (get around round round I get around)I get around (round, get around-round-round, ooh)
(Wah-wah-ooh)
(Wah-wah-ooh)
(Wah-wah-ooh)We always take my car 'cause it's never been beat
And we've never missed yet with the girls we meet
None of the guys go steady 'cause it wouldn't be right
To leave their best girl home now on Saturday nightI get around (get around round round I get around)
From town to town (get around round round I get around)
I'm a real cool head (get around round round I get around)
I'm makin' real good bread (get around round round I get around)I get around (round, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)Round round get around, I get around, yeahGet around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (wah-wah-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
Get around round round I get around (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)let er rippp!!!!can i get a R O U N D ...... HELL, Ya , let er Rip ..... lets blow this Popsicle Stand
｡◕‿ ◕｡:*The benefits of alcohol !!!!!!!!!!
A father was trying to teach his young son the evils of alcohol. He put one worm in a glass of water and another worm in a glass of whiskey. The worm in the water lived, while the one in whiskey curled up and died. "All right, son." asked the father, "what does that show you?"
"Well, Dad, it shows that if you drink alcohol, you will not have worms."La mejor manera de ser feliz con alguien es
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75pSq-01kHg
MY FRIEND
FOUND A MAN THAT CARES FOR ME, HAS A GENTLE SOULHappy to be here.
I play mostly 8 Ball Pool, played lots of great people, i look forward to playing most of them, some people are just here to cheat and annoy people, i just leave them to it, you probably know who they are ? I'm happy to accept friend requests and chats from genuine players, still not sure how this works, have a great time people
Is a long life a good thing?
As I grow older I have been asking myself if living a long life is a good thing. When I was young I was afraid of death as are many that live a troubled youth. I once wished to live to 100 years old, but after the events of yesterday I wonder if that would be a good thing or not. I spoke to my older sister today. I had good news from our cousin and I wanted to share it with her. He has a photo of out great grandfather and has agreed to give me a copy of it. As I spoke to my sister I could hear her youngest daughter yelling at her about some candy papers she saw in the garbage can ( my sister is not in good health, and her youngest daughter has been taking care of her. My niece tries to regulate everything my sister eats, and that is not a bad idea given my sister's health problems) so she kind of went off when she discovered her mom was eating candy. They were BOTH yelling at each other. I told my sister to tell her daughter I wanted to talk to her (I thought I could calm her down) My niece has been really stressed out lately. She is trying really hard to keep her mom alive and healthy as possible. She is also trying to raise 2 daughters and she works a full time job. My niece is doing everything she can, but I know first hand how hard it is to care for an elderly parent with health problems as i took care of my mom when she was dying of cancer. Seeing all the stress and turmoil my sisters family is going through, I am wondering if my goal to be 100 is really a good idea. My niece would not take the phone when I asked to speak to her. What puzzled me was when her brother called me telling me that his sister had asked him to call me. I said well what did she say to you. (According to him) She had told him that my brother had told her husband that no one helps our sister, and my niece jumped to the conclusion that it was I who had made that claim. I have never said anything like that to anyone ever. In fact when I do mention to anyone about my niece I tell them what a good job she and her family do of taking care of her mother. I told my nephew I got no clue where my brother got the idea no one helps our sister, but it was not from me, because I have never said that. My nephew and I are wondering who is hearing one thing and then twisting it to what they thought the person saying it meant instead of hearing the real words, and taking them at face value.
If living long puts this kind of stress and strain on a family, Is it worth it in the end? Maybe that is why people do not live forever, because the aging process can tare up a family with stress. Sometimes I wonder if they maybe had the right idea in the movie Logan's Run( live 30 years and die before you can get ill or be a burden on your children. I knew a girl once who said live fast die young and leave a great looking corps. I wonder if maybe she had the right idea. The interesting thing about ageing and death is we are not the ones that know the date of our death only God knows that.
Reflections on 6 January
Much has been said, written -- possibly shouted -- about the events at the Capitol on 6 January. While we may all say we eschew, even decry, violence to settle political disputes, those protesters, in my mind, got one thing exactly right.Every two years, voters are led about by politicians (and the media, but that's another blog) promising, promising, promising -- no promises are ever kept. Democrats promise to represent minorities, yet conditions for minorities seldom improve. Republicans promise to cut government spending, yet all that is ever accomplished is to decrement the rate of growth of spending. These are just examples, and there are many, many more, as we all know.'So they rile us up, yet fail to deliver. Meantime, we're all at each other's throats, when our problems are really with our elected representatives.So while the methodology might have been faulty, was the target inaccurate?Leaving My Dog Alone with a Juicy Steak LOL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I9253Vmf22wIts only fair
PUSHED IT BACK
The cardiologist said they will try 1 more tee and if I still have the clot he is giving up trying to do the ablation. I have pushed the date back twice now for the tee test first because my brother was having an operation. Second because I really do not want to be around hospitals at this time if I do not have to do it. Third I really do not trust the doctor as much as I did when this all started, not because he has not cleared the clot, but because he tried to slip a pace maker in on me and I had never agreed to that. It is kind of hard to trust a doctor who does not listen to you when you make a logical argument against something you do not need, and they try to do it anyhow. I have seriously been thinking of getting a different doctor if the clot has in fact cleared when I get it checked the last time. At this point I am thinking it has calcified, and I may be stuck with it forever.
But the news is not all bad something has been blocking much of my anxiety. I do not know if it is the meds I am on right now or if it is the meditation exercises I have been working on for months, but something is keeping me calm even when my heart rate rises a bit. I actually feel better both mentally and physically then I have in years. I have even lost a little weight. My family and friends have noticed the weight loss. It is not much only about 25 to 30 llbs, but it is a start :) My regular cardiologist said if I lose weight it would help the afib, so here's hoping.
On an unrelated subject gandekeogh I tried to reply to your private messages, but you apparently have incoming messages blocked, but I did get them and thank you.NEARLY THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN
It is nearly that time of year again. I always get to remembering a bad move I made in anger about 4 years ago. As I sit here wearing the beautiful brown Wyoming hood sweat shirt the first person ever to post on one of my blogs, I can not help but think back to the fight that happened about 4 years ago. I spoke some words in anger, because I felt picked on and in doing so I lost someone I thought was a friend. It just goes to show the words act in haste repent in leisure are so true. If I had taken a couple steps back and calmed down instead of going off like a firecracker, Maybe just maybe we would still be friends. I guess that is why people tell you to count to 10 before acting when you are angry. That night it was not just anger fulling me. My feelings were hurt and I reacted without even thinking about it. THAT IS NEVER A GOOD IDEA!!!! You should always think things through even more so when you are mad, because your emotions will say things your brain would tell you is a bad idea.It is a hard thing to live with, but you can not make people like you if they do not want to do it. Friendship is a 2 way street and one person can not make it work alone. I am the one that put the pot hole in the road to our friendship, so my friend took another road across a bridge and burned it down after crossing itI will always remember it was around this time of year, because my birthday is early next month and the fight that broke the friendship happened near my birthday. Sorry if no one is interested in this other then me, but sometimes people just need to let the feelings out. If you hold them inside they will build a big wall between you and your ability to let it go. Yes I realize I have not let it go yet, but it hurts a little less. A friend told me I should get rid of everything my lost friend got me so they did not remind me of what happened. I can not do that. Part of me hopes someday we may be able to fix the friendship again and part of me needs to remember. If you forget the past you are condemned to repeat it. These things that were given to me when I still had this sweet friend reminds me not to act that way with anyone else I want to keep in my life. I am not one of these people that can throw the good away with the bad.The best
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5KAc5CoCukForrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven.
Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven.
He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself.
However, the gates are closed and Forrest approaches the Gatekeeper.
St. Peter says, "Well, Forrest, it's certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we've been administering an entrance examination for everyone.
The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven."
Forrest responds, "It shor is good to be here , St. Peter, sir.
But nobody ever tolt me about any entrance exam.
Shor hope the test ain't too hard; life was a big enough test as it was."
St. Peter goes on, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions:
First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T?
Second: How many seconds are there in a year?
Third: What is God's first name?"
Forrest leaves to think the questions over.
He returns the next day and sees St. Peter who waves him up and says, "Now that you have had a chance to think the questions over, tell me your answers."
Forrest says, "Well, the first one -- which two days in the week begin with the letter "T"? Shucks, that one's easy. That'd be Today and Tomorrow."
The Saint's eyes open wide and he exclaims, "Forrest, that's not what I was thinking, but you do have a point, and I guess I didn't specify, so I'll give you credit for that answer.
How about the next one?" asks St. Peter.
"How many seconds in a year?"
"Now that one's harder," says Forrest, "but I thunk and thunk about that and I guess the only answer can be twelve."
Confounded, St. Peter says, "Twelve? Twelve!?
Forrest, how in Heaven's name could you come up with twelve seconds in a year?"
Forrest says "Shucks, there's gotta be twelve: January 2nd, February 2nd,March 2nd. . ."
"Hold it, " interrupts St. Peter. "I see where you're going with this, and I see your point, though that wasn't quite what I had in mind.....but I'll have to give you credit for that one, too.
Let's go on with the third and final question. Can you tell me God's first name"?
"Sure" Forrest replied, "its Andy."
Andy?!" exclaimed an exasperated and frustrated St. Peter. "Ok, I can understand how you came up with your answers to my first two questions, but just how in the world did you come up with the name Andy as the first name of God?"
"Shucks, that was the easiest one of all," Forrest replied.
"I learnt it from the song. . . . "ANDY WALKS WITH ME, ANDY TALKS WITH ME, ANDY TELLS ME I AM HIS OWN. . . ."
St. Peter opened the Pearly Gates and said: "Run Forrest, run."It's Hell To Get Old
https://youtu.be/OOgd9hitEAE?t=164Be careful what you ask
BAD DAY FISHING
https://youtu.be/iK_h-2kot6s?t=95WAS HE RIGHT?
A famous sports entertainer often says Don't trust anyone, and I am starting to wonder if he was right. Just yesterday someone I have know for years, and trusted showed his true colors. He had promised me he would keep a secret that both he and I knew. The suddenly and with no prior heads up he not only told the secret, he published it. I found out about it from a real friend, and he told me to brace myself before he told me what he had read and where. I wonder if Stone Cold was right when he said don't trust anyone. Seems like I tend to trust the wrong people a lot. I want to trust everyone, but the sad fact is some people are just not worthy of trust. My problem is on the net I have a much trouble telling those that I may trust from those that no one should ever trust.I guess if you do not trust anyone, no one can hurt your feelings or break your heart right? But that would be an awful way to live. If you would go through life thinking everyone would lie to you or break your heart, would you not be condemning yourself to your own private hell? Deep inside me I have a belief that most people are good inside. I do not want to go through life doubting everything anyone says to me. If I trust the wrong person and they stab me in the back with a lie or a broken promise, I may cry for a little while,but they have to live with the bad karma they generated from the act. I am a big believer in letting karma equalize it when someone hurts me, because no one escapes bad karma. Sometimes it may take a while for them to get paid back for their dishonesty and meanness, but trust me it will happen all I have to do is sit back and wait for it. Problem with so many people today is they have no patience to wait for people who do them wrong to get paid back by their own bad karma. They will try to get even themselves and in doing so cause themselves to have bad karma also.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ DANCING IN MY ROOM, SWAYING MY FEET ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from 347Aidanis called "Dancing In My Room"and is a song I love and so will you.and was releasedOct. 30th, 2020!!!!Thats LIKE DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me???
How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...RELEASEDOct. 30th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG_ZC9N_4NMYuhDamn AidanWhat you up to bro? What you been up to Aidan?Well yaI been dancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needDancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needAnd baby ya, you give me reasonsJust to fight all of my demonsYeah I love it when you’re speakingCause you silence all my feelingsI’m feeling that I’m not okayAnd everyone gon run awayAnd leave me in my room (room)Alone for just another dayI’m sippin’ on some lemonadeI wonder if you’ll ever changeFuck it I don’t even careBaby just gon' run my wayDancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I’ve been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needI been dancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I’ve been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needDancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I’ve been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needCause she’s a very pretty girlIn a very shitty worldShe got records on the wallAnd a necklace made of pearlsShe’s an angel to my nightmaresText her through my night scaresWhenever you are down (down down)Just know that I’ll be right thereDancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I’ve been feeling blueYou’re the one that I needDancing in my roomSwaying my feetTryna give you love and a kiss on the cheekCotton candy skies like I’m stuck in a dreamAnd I’ve been feeling blueYou’re the one that I need...
IF YOU DONT' FIGHT LIKE HELLYOU AIN'T GOING TO HAVE A COUNTRY ANYMORE ...
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Buenas noches , soy nueva y no se porque medio tengo que reclamar, ya que no me dan las fichas que dan a todos los jugadores todos los días, entiendo que pueden olvidarse , pero con todo respeto noto que hay muchas preferencias en las jugadas, pero bueno yo sólo quiero divertirme y pasar un buen momento, les deseo un EXCELENTE FIN DE SEMANA!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5mzCC2K-kQNever speak ill of the dead
They say one should never speak ill of the dead. I try to follow that always. Sometimes I find it hard to do though, if the dead was really not a nice person in real life. Instead of speaking ill of someone not so nice who has died, I try to take into consideration the feelings of those that loved them. I have a theory that even the most hated person on the planet has at least 1 person who loved them and would care that they were gone. My heart goes out to that person. Clearly they would have seen something in that hated person that died for them to morn the loss. I find that no one is the same with everyone. We all have different ways of behaving depending on who we are with. I have seen some of the meanest people I know be so gentle with their children. I believe everyone has a little good in them, that is why I try to never speak ill of someone that has done me wrong. I think instead of those that loved that person and of how they will miss the person the died. It is not fair to them one to bring up something their loved one did while they were alive that was not so nice. Everyone wants to think of the ones they love as going to a better place when they pass on. We all hope they are in heaven and that maybe some day we will see them there. No one wants to think that maybe they will not be waiting for them there when it is our time to go.
What do you do though with those bad feelings you are holding inside about someone who passed who was mean to you? I knew a man one time who took advantage of his friend's daughter and when he died the girl was happy, because she knew he would not hurt any other little girls. On the flip side of that was the man's wife a wonderful woman who was kind to everyone and who took her husband's passing hard. She loved him very much, and missed him. For her to have been told how evil her husband had been in his life would have crushed her needlessly. The girl had never told her what her husband had did to her for that very reason, she did not want to hurt his wife.
My best advice for anyone who is trying to keep bad feelings for someone who did them wrong when that person was alive is, instead of trying to keep them inside to bury them in the grave with the person that died, and never think of them again. Let those feelings pass on with the person that caused them.que?
We were brought together by a grand experience. I cry every single time i watch this. I have both videos when they crashed & 20 years later they go to the cross where they buried all the Rest.
I am sure many of you have watched this Movie "Alive" True story. very sad. Breaks my heart. Cry every time. If you ever get the chance to watch Alive you will see on that disk that there is other extras.... one being where they went 20 years after the crash to go and see the bodies they had Buried up on the hill with a Huge Cross.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wd1ZGO6Qiu8&
I have posted a few parts of this Movie. (
Amidst all the carnage and death, there are touching moments of beauty and warmth in this film, and James Newton Howard handled them beautifully. Here, the survivors finally see some sun after their broken plane shelter is buried by an avalanche.)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJ9V9zUNkdwlastly .....https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwyBewTE8fA&Eva María se fue
Buscando el sol en la playa
Con su maleta de piel
Y su bikini de rayasElla se marchó
Y solo me dejó
Recuerdos de su ausencia
Sin la menor indulgencia
Eva María se fuePaso las noches así
Pensando en Eva Maria
Cuando no puedo dormir
Miro su fotografía
Que bonita está
Bañándose en el mar
Tostándose en la arena
Mientras yo siento la pena
De vivir sin su amorQué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Si Eva María se fue
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Si Eva Maria se fueApenas puedo vivir
Pensando si ella me quiere
Si necesita de mí
Y si es amor lo que sienteElla se marchó
Y solo me dejó
Recuerdos de su ausencia
Sin la menor indulgencia
Eva María se fue…Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Si Eva María se fue
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Qué voy hacer
Si Eva María se fueEva María se fue
Buscando el sol en la playa
Eva María se fue
Buscando el sol en la playa
Con su maleta de piel
Y su bikini de rayas
Con su maleta de piel
Y su bikini de rayasENGLISH......Eva Maria left
Eva María se fue
Looking for the sun on the beach
Buscando el sol en la playa
With his leather suitcase
Con su maleta de piel
And her striped bikini
Y su bikini de rayasShe left
Ella se marchó
And it just left me
Y solo me dejó
Memories of your absence
Recuerdos de su ausencia
Without the slightest indulgence
Sin la menor indulgencia
Eva Maria left
Eva María se fueI spend the nights like this
Paso las noches así
Thinking of Eva Maria
Pensando en Eva Maria
When i can't sleep
Cuando no puedo dormir
I look at your photograph
Miro su fotografía
So beautiful
Que bonita está
Bathing in the sea
Bañándose en el mar
Roasting in the sand
Tostándose en la arena
While I feel the pain
Mientras yo siento la pena
To live without his love
De vivir sin su amorWhat am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
If Eva María left
Si Eva María se fue
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
If Eva Maria left
Si Eva Maria se fueI can barely live
Apenas puedo vivir
Thinking if she loves me
Pensando si ella me quiere
If you need me
Si necesita de mí
And if it's love what you feel
Y si es amor lo que sienteShe left
Ella se marchó
And it just left me
Y solo me dejó
Memories of your absence
Recuerdos de su ausencia
Without the slightest indulgence
Sin la menor indulgencia
Eva Maria left
Eva María se fueWhat am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
If Eva María left
Si Eva María se fue
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
What am I going to do
Qué voy hacer
If Eva María left
Si Eva María se fueEva Maria left
Eva María se fue
Looking for the sun on the beach
Buscando el sol en la playa
Eva Maria left
Eva María se fue
Looking for the sun on the beach
Buscando el sol en la playa
With his leather suitcase
Con su maleta de piel
And her striped bikini
Y su bikini de rayas
With his leather suitcase
Con su maleta de piel
And her striped bikini
Y su bikini de rayasI wish I could talk to you mystery lady.
Your presents is felt, and seen, and enjoyed .... but your unavailability is frustrating and unexplained.GAMEDESIRE
W tym miejscu jest wiele nieprawidłowości, a ja widziałem faceless ludzi z moim nazwiskiem, gdy istnieje równa nazwa stawiają numery, które dziwne, a ja nie dają chipy dawno temu, że muszę myśleć ?? Jestem zaskoczony, że jestem Polakiem, który by się zawiódł.Pages: 40
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