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I found this on another site and thought with everyone being so depressed about all this pandemic stuff maybe this would help us all be more positive.
6 Steps to Attract What You Want
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1. Clarify your desires.
It doesn’t need to be January 1 to write down your goals. You can start today. Ask yourself: By this time next year, what would you have liked to achieve? Find one hour and some peace and quiet, and have fun with this exercise. Your goal could be “earn 20 percent more,” “visit a country I’ve never been to,” or “start my food blog and reach 1,000 followers.” The more specific you can be, the better. Review these goals often and see how they cause an immediate shift in how you feel. Allow this to propel you forward to action.
2. Cultivate an “attitude of gratitude.”
Next time you can’t sleep, have to wait in a long line, or find your mind wandering toward thoughts about your ex or unfair boss, use that as a trigger to create a mental list of things you’re thankful for—include the little things! See if you can get to 100. Yes, 100!
Some of my recent gratitude nuggets include an unexpected text from an old friend, skinny margaritas, a really committed new client, thrift shopping, inspirational podcasts, funny things my nephews say, the Whole Foods pizza bar, fall fashion to look forward to, having only a one-minute wait for the subway, and my husband’s never-failing sense of humor. Even writing them down now gives me a boost!
Gratitude unlocks our positive vibes through the improved filter it gives us on the world. This filter allows us to see how good things really are and opens up our mind to possibility. Trust me—if you want to be happier, this will be way more useful than wasting time thinking about people who don’t deserve your precious energy.
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3. Observe your self-talk.
How you talk to yourself is important because you are the one listening. The mistake a lot of us make is that we focus on what we don’t want. Instead of saying, “I’m tired of being sick,” say, “I’m glad to feel better each day.” Rather than dwell on your crappy salary, say, “I am open to new opportunities to make money.” Notice how they feel different? If you do this consistently, you’ll attract different results too.
Create five new statements that make sense for you. If you’re going through a rough breakup, it might be, “I love myself. I approve of myself.” If you’re struggling to lose weight, try “I love my healthy body and I treat it that way. I feel good about myself.” If you are struggling with your job, repeat, “New work opportunities are on the way.”
These become your affirmations. Repeat them every morning. Save them as random alarms on your phone to appear throughout the day. Say them just as you are falling asleep at night.
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4. Focus on the good.
Annoyed with your S.O.? Rather than dwell on how they’re always late or grumpy in the mornings, think about what they do well. Do they get along with your parents or cook an amazing Sunday brunch? Focus on those qualities instead.
Instead of feeling irritated by your boss’s micromanaging, remember he’s cool with you working from home or how he gave you increased responsibilities this year. When you focus on the good, you welcome more good. Try focusing on only the positive and be vocal about it for 24 hours. See how people respond!
5. Visualize your dreams.
Dying to visit Croatia? Get stronger through a new workout? Fall in love by the end of the year? With Pinterest at your disposal, you can create a virtual vision board (in minutes!) of images that motivate and inspire you. Allow yourself to feel moved by the images and be open to including ones that stir some unexpected interest in you.
I host vision board events where people are often surprised by what comes up for them. (One woman, newly married, said, “This is going to be a baby board!” To the contrary, she left with a vision board filled with images of Morocco, Asia, bustling markets, and exotic-looking islands. She wanted to travel and explore, not to settle down as a mom just yet.)
Images enable us to activate our true longings, not what we think we “should want.” In this respect it can also help you pinpoint your goals. Remember to look at your vision board often and add to it. As with your goals, let the images remind you about what matters to you and to fuel your energy and passion for making it happen.
6. Get busy!
All of the above should lead you to a place of inspiration—the “real” you that’s guided by your intuition (not by external influences or incessant mental chatter). When you’re clear about your desires, talk to yourself in an empowering way, focus on what’s working in your life, and visualize what you want, you can’t help but feel moved to take action. And that’s the final step in achieving what you desire.
Make a commitment to take one action every single day that will drive you towards your goals and vision. By this time next year, you’ll be amazed how those 365 actions add up.
You’ll send an email to that person you’d love to work for. You’ll think of new ways to meet prospective dates. You’ll research chefs who inspire you to start your blog. You’ll notice a new barre studio near your apartment that you hadn’t seen before. Make a commitment to take one action every single day that will drive you towards your goals and vision. By this time next year, you’ll be amazed how those 365 actions add up.
The Takeaway
The world does not change, you change. Only you can allow the flow of opportunity into your life. Only you can remove the negative blocks in your mind that prevent you from getting what you want. It’s all up to you, my friend. That is the real, awesome, beautiful secret!
I do not know which is worse
I do not know which is worse the clot in my heart, or the anxiety of waiting to see if it dissolved, and if they will be able to do the ablation now. I was told by a good church lady I know that it was a good thing they found it and did not go ahead with it at the originally scheduled time, but it does not feel lucky to me. I have been afraid to do anything this past month. I am frightened I may knock the clot loose. I know just sitting or laying around is not a healthy thing to do either, but it is hard to think about being more active when your anxiety is telling you maybe it will jar loose if you moved too much.
It is really hard to be hopeful about this next test I want to believe it will all come out fine. They say good things come to those who wait I have been waiting over a month sense they found the clot and many more months before it was found. I just can't help but think what if : What if it did not dissolve I really did not want a pace maker. What if it did dissolve and the ablation does not work? What if something goes wrong in the procedure, and I get more complications then I had before we started? Or what if I die on the table? Although I guess if I die on the table any future what ifs will be someone else's problem. lol I really should not laugh, but I think it is better then crying all the time, because I am really frightened.
When they first came up with this ablation idea I had all kinds of hope and positive thoughts, but after it being canceled once by a blood clot much of my positive thoughts have drained out of me. I am 62 years old and some would say I had a good life, but there are still things I wanted to do before I no longer can do anything. I should have taken this time between the 2 tests to work on some of them, but every time I tried the negative thoughts came back. I have been more depressed this month then I have in years. Even if everything goes great, the clot is gone and the procedure goes well, I will still have another 3 months waiting time till we know if it worked.
This is insane I spent my whole life trying to do the right things to stay healthy, and now I may be cut down by a blood clot. I find it a bit eyeopening that something meant to save ones life the ability for the blood to clot and stop you from bleeding to death, should also be able to cause many problems if it forms inside your body. If the human body was a man made product I think it would be recalled for a design flaw like that. lol Sorry if I bored anyone with my worries, but with this pandemic thing I really do not get out to talk to people much these days.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ ~RIGS~ CAPTURES MONTEREY VOLUME 6 ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Badfloweris called "30"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 19th, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me???
How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASEDJULY 19th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_0xp1h2PkQLyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AT_aXhBghX0Blast From The PastBadflower - Promise Mehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhNp7i4xaUU<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->
These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is a statue of aHarbor Seal
My 2nd photo is some ROCKS lololbeach that I captured so fabulously.Now you see why I go to Montereyall the time.
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There is something wrong when you find yourself quoting things from Disney movies to make a point. lol I was talking to my sister this morning and she brought up the story of the man that helped pull an officer from an accident. She remarked about him being honored for it. I said, yea he should be. She said well there was another member of the police force that helped get the officer out, and he was not honored. I laughed at this remark. I told her it was his job to try to help, that is what the police are meant to do, to protect and to serve, so he was just doing his job. The other guy was not on the force so he was helping out of the goodness of his heart. Then my sister said, but the guy that was honored was waiting trial on some law he broke. I said yea and??? I told her he will still have to go through with the trial. The good deed and him being honored for it has nothing to do with anything he may have done wrong before it. At that point I quoted a couple lines from a Disney movies. One was we all have good and evil in us, and the other was you never know where the good or evil will come from. The point was that even someone that is supposed to be a good guy like the police can do bad things as we are seeing all over the media lately. On the other hand someone that is alleged to be bad can do good things. No one really knows what is in the heart of another or what motivates them to do the things they do. Sometimes we as human beings just act on impulse. I know that to be true , because when I was 13 years old I acted on an impulse that saved a little girls life. I saw her standing on the road not moving as a car was coming at her fast. I did not even think about what I was doing as a reflex reaction I jumped onto the road grabbed her and jumped off. We barely made it I felt the wind from the car as it flew past us. My poor mom who had seen this all from our porch yelled at me that I could have been killed. I told her if I had not did what I did Sandy would have been killed. I was not thinking about my safety when I jumped in front of a speeding car. My body knew it had to be done and reacted without thinking. Sometimes something deep inside us will act on us to do things that may be really out of our character, and we just go with it.I have a lot of trouble understanding why one action that is different then what people think you are like can wipe away everything you did before. I think everyone should be accepted for how they are and what they do at the time, but I do not think one thing should wipe away their whole past. However sometimes that one thing can be just the first step on a different road from the one you had traveled in the past. Sometimes the real us is trying to get out to be who we are meant to be rather then who we are now.I will leave you with another quote I like, but I do not know who said it first : I am not what I should be. I am not what I am going to be, but thank God I am not what I was.THE PERILS OF DRUGS.
TWO YOUNG GUYS APPEAR IN COURT AFTER BEING ARRESTED FOR DOING DRUGS.THE JUDGE SAYS, "YOU SEEM LIKE NICE YOUNG MEN, AND I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE INSTEAD OF JAIL TIME. I WANT YOU TO GO OUT THIS WEEKEND AND TRY TO CONVINCE OTHERS OF THE EVILS OF DRUG USE. I'LL SEE YOU BACK IN COURT MONDAY AND YOU BETTER HAVE GOTTEN SOME RESULTS OR YOU'RE GOING STRAIGHT TO JAIL."ON MONDAY, THE JUDGE ASKS THE FIRST GUY, "HOW DID YOU DO OVER THE WEEKEND?""WELL, YOUR HONOR, I PERSUADED 17 PEOPLE TO GIVE UP DRUGS FOREVER.""SEVENTEEN PEOPLE? THAT'S WONDERFUL. HOW DID YOU DO IT?""I USED A DIAGRAM, YOUR HONOR. I DREW TWO CIRCLES LIKE THIS: 0 oTHEN I TOLD THEM THAT THE BIG CIRCLE IS YOUR BRAIN BEFORE DRUGS AND THE SMALL CIRCLE IS YOUR BRAIN AFTER DRUGS.""THAT'S ADMIRABLE," SAYS THE JUDGE.THEN HE TURNS TO THE SECOND GUY. "AND HOW DID YOU DO?""WELL, YOUR HONOR, I PERSUADED 156 PEOPLE TO GIVE UP DRUGS FOREVER.""WOW", SAYS THE JUDGE.156 PEOPLE! HOW DID YOU MANAGE TO DO THAT?""WELL, I USED A SIMILAR DIAGRAM," THE GUY SAYS."I DREW TWO CIRCLES LIKE THIS o OTHEN I POINTED TO THE LITTLE CIRCLE AND SAID, "THIS IS YOUR SPHINCTER BEFORE PRISON......"Memory
The sad part of life is when someone who gave you the best memories becomes a memoryWISDOM FROM THE PAST
I rediscovered this today, and I think it is worth posting now. Everyone today should listen to these words from the past, and learn from them.https://youtu.be/qQdqc8gSd_M
It seems to me today's generation has forgotten or maybe never realized what these words meant and why they were said every morning in school. When I was growing up I went to school with a girl who refuses to participate in it, and the teacher allowed it , because she said her religion did not allow it. I never did know what religion that was though.The New Date is Set
I got the call today. If all goes as planned I will be going back in to see if the blood clot is gone on the 30th of July. The doctor wanted to do the ablation the next day if it has cleared, but his nurse is going to try to get him to do them both the same day IF the clot is gone. I have a long way to travel to the hospital, and she remembered the only way I can get there is if my brother takes me. She wants to make it so he does not miss as much work as he would if they were done on different days.
Not many health care people are that considerate. Fact is the doctor probably wanted to do it in 2 days because then he could double bill. If they do both in one day the insurance company will only let them bill once.
I just hope the clot is all gone when they check it and that the ablation will work. Bet my throat is going to be supper sore after having things shoved down it for hrs. , but if it works it will be worth all the pain. To be able to walk or ride a bike and not need to be afraid of having an afib attack. My brother thinks it will work out, but after not getting the first time and finding a blood clot I do not have as much confidence in it this time.CHAYANNE 30 Grandes Éxitos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elugufp0iWAlittle laugh
The three words you never want to hear when making love...……"honey I am home"♥ ★ ☆ ☮ RIGS CAPTURES MONTEREY VOLUME 5 ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from The Unlikely Candidatesis called "High Low"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released June 10th, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASEDJUNE 10th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZbjH-EOTZDcLyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XalJw4uzecc.Sometimes I get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goSometimes I get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goDrinking champagne from the fire escape watching all my troubles rain downEveryone I knows got somewhere to go I'm here with my head in the cloudsBillions of people but there's no one like meI'm left I'm right I'm out of my mind don't even know myself sometimesI get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goSometimes I get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goHigh Low High LowWhere did all my good friends goHigh Low High Low High Low High LowHear my neighbors talk thru these thin wallsMaybe I'm just feeling left outSleeping on the floor of my castleWonder if I'll ever come downBillions of people but there's no one like meI'm left I'm right I'm out of my mind I trust myself but I don't know whyI get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goSometimes I get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goHigh Low High LowWhere did all my good friends goHigh Low High Low High Low High LowIf I'm feeling rightI'll go out tonightMeet some strangers like meI'll be stumbling homeSearching high and lowFor somebody like meFor somebody like meSometimesI feel so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goSometimes I get so high so lowWhere did all my good friends goI keep on looking for somebody like meI've got this feeling that you know what I meanHigh Low High LowWhere did all my good friends goHigh Low High Low High Low High LowWhere did myWhere did myWhere did all my good friends goWhere did myWhere did myWhere did all my good friends go<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is a statue at one ofthe docks at Old Fisherman's Wharf
My 2nd photo is the Harbor HouseLighthouse and gift storeI captured so fabulously...
..Now you see why I LOVE to go to Monterey all the time lol(⌣́_⌣̀)«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»♥ ★ ☆ ☮ RIGS CAPTURES MONTEREY VOLUME 4 ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Silversun Pickupsis called "Toy Soldiers"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 8th, 202035 MINUTES AGO!!!!THAT WAS A FEW MINUTES AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASED 35 MINUTES AGOJULY 8th, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLuWXD_SYoQA BLAST FROMTHE PAST...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CquSPax2NkwIt wasn't my intention to misleadIt never should've been this wayWhat can I say?It's true, I did extend the invitationI never knew how long you'd stayWhen you hear temptation callIt's your heart that takes, takes the fallWon't you come out and play with me?Step by stepHeart to heart (heart to heart)Left, right, leftWe all fall down (all fall down)Like toy soldiersBit by bit (bit by bit)Torn apart (torn apart)We never winBut the battle wages onFor toy soldiersIt's getting hard to wake up in the morningMy head is spinning constantlyHow can it be?How could I be so blind to this addiction?If I don't stop, the next one's gonna be meonly emptiness remainsit replaces all, all the painWon't you come out and play with me?Step by stepHeart to heart (heart to heart)Left, right, leftWe all fall down (all fall down)Like toy soldiersBit by bit (bit by bit)Torn apart (torn apart)We never winBut the battle wages onFor toy soldierswe never winwhen you hear temptation callIt's your heart that takes, takes the fallWon't you come out and play with me?Step by stepHeart to heart (heart to heart)Left, right, leftWe all fall down (all fall down)Like toy soldiersBit by bit (bit by bit)Torn apart (torn apart)We never winBut the battle wages onFor toy soldiers<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These BOTTOM PHOTOSare my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is Sour Dough FrenchBread. The Coast is known for itsFresh Sour Dough French BreadMy 2nd photo is some Olive Oil andBalsamic VinegarI captured so fabulously...
..Now you see why I LOVE to go to Monterey all the time lol(⌣́_⌣̀)«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»No Te Hago Falta
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGw4XgW--uwYOU WILL BE MISSED CHARLIE
Charlie Daniels died today. He will be missed. I have loved his music for years. The first song I ever heard of his was that first uneasy rider song, but I really did not know who sung it till after he recorded The Devil Went Down To Georgia.I guess the good lord needs a little music too.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ RIGS CAPTURES MONTEREY VOLUME 3 ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Surfacesis called "Sunday Best"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released July 10, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASED JUNE 10, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_83KqwEEGw4Live Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H995uMNOgCgLyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyIhRNPCNiwFeeling good, like I shouldWent and took a walk around the neighborhoodFeeling blessed, never stressedGot that sunshine on my Sunday bestEveryday can be a better day despite the challengeAll you gotta do is leave it better than you found itIt's gonna get difficult to stand but hold your balanceI just say whatever cause there is no way around it causeEveryone falls down sometimesBut you just gotta know it'll all be fineIt's okay, uh-huhIt's okay, it's okayFeeling good, like I shouldWent and took a walk around the neighborhoodFeeling blessed, never stressedGot that sunshine on my Sunday bestSomedays you wake up and nothing works you feel surroundedGotta give your feet some gravity to get you groundedKeep good things inside your ears just like the waves and sound didAnd just say whatever cause there is no way around itEveryone falls down sometimesBut you just gotta know it'll all be fineIt's okay, uh-huhIt's okay, it's okayFeeling good, like I shouldWent and took a walk around the neighborhoodFeeling blessed, never stressedGot that sunshine on my Sunday bestFeeling good, like I shouldWent and took a walk around the neighborhoodFeeling blessed, never stressedGot that sunshine on my Sunday best<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These are my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood.The 1st photo is a Blue Jay I seen inOld Fisherman's Wharf in Monterey
My 2nd photo is a Seagull In-flightI captured so fabulously...
..Now you see why I LOVE to go to Monterey all the time lol(⌣́_⌣̀)«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»«-(¯`v´¯)-« (っ◔◡◔)っ »-(¯`v´¯)-»THE EMOTIONS A PICTURE TOUCHES
I was sorting through some pictures and I saw one of my oldest nephew and his oldest son standing by my brother, sister-in-law and other nephews grave. It made me cry, because my nephew looked so stunned. In only 3 years he lost the whole family branch he was born into. The anniversary of my brother's death is coming up next month. We buried him the day before his oldest son's birthday in Aug 2016. ( heck of a birthday right) Then about a month later in mid Sept. his mother died. It was hard having 2 deaths in the same family branch that close together, but it did not come as a big surprise to us that she died soon after my brother. Just 2 days before she died she said she did not know how she would ever go on without my brother :( . They said it was natural causes that killed her, but we think it was a broken heart. They had been together sense my brother was 18 years old. They raises 2 sons together, and finished raising my sister-in laws little sister when here parents died.The sad part of this is after battling cancer 3 times and winning, their youngest son followed them to the grave after his 4th battle with cancer in Sept. 2019 just a week or two before his own birthday. I feel so sorry for my nephew. No one should have to lose their whole birth family that closely together. I just thank God he has his wife and children. The children are all grown up now, but right now they are all living back home with him and his wife. It would have been tenable if he had to deal with all that pain alone. My nephew has always been very sensitive and to see him shutting down his emotions is kind of odd, but I guess we all deal with grief in our own ways.It is weird is it not how a single picture can bring back so much emotions. Some times they are happy emotions, but sometimes they are very sad ones.I think I mentioned my nephew was a race car driver before. He got rid of the race car, and is giving it up. It is just not the same for him with his dad and his brother gone. They used to do it as a family. To tell the truth I think it is just too painful for him to even think about it. Just a couple days before his brother died he wanted to go to the races , so they loaded him up and took him to the races that night. My oldest nephew never raced again. Frankly I think that is a good idea. Racing is dangerous, that is why my sister-in-law would not let my brother do it she was afraid for him. I was surprised when she let her son do it. Part of me wonders if my nephew did it because he wanted to or if he did it to make his dad happy. Could be that driving fast just runs in the family. I rode home with my brothers youngest grandson one night and it was faster then I really wanted to get home lol but he drives well. There had been a little talk of letting him drive the race car, but I guess they changed their minds.Ty for you all letting me get some of these emotions out.THOUGHTS , MEMORIES AND IMPRESSIONS
I was setting here thinking about something about a story my dad used to tell about me an a friend of his. The way the story goes I used to ask him how his vitalities are, and he would say that he wished his was as good as mine. I have no conscious memory of that but my dad told the story so many times when I was growing up that I can see it in my head. The same thing goes for the morning my sister died. I was not even born yet, but I can see the events very clearly in my mind. My mom told that story many times too. My other sister said she thought mom did it so many times as a way of making Sally Ann real to my little brother and me, because we never met her. Mom would also talk about how strong Sally Ann was. Mom said at only 3 weeks old she could sit up in the corner of a chair by herself. Mom said after she died every time she saw a baby that was too strong too young it gave her a funny feeling.There is a point to these ramblings. It is July 4th. I have a friend who had some bad things happen to him on the 4th of July, and after 10 years of watching him go into a depression and obsess about something he will never be able to change, it is like I was there and saw it as it happened through his eyes. I have tried for years to help him let go of some of the pain of that year, but things stick in his head like they do mine, and I can tell it is hitting him extra hard this year. He is being really quiet, and anyone who knows him knows he is NEVER quiet. :) I think that is part of why he an I get along so well I am rarely quiet too.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ RIGS CAPTURES SEAFOOD IN MONTEREY IS BOMB AF ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Carlos Montano, MC Wicks, BKRis called "Fulton Street"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released June 23rd, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASED JUNE 23rd, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7fSLk3GX2YFulton Street Cruisewit da homies...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_G8edtWP9I<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->These are my OWN photos fromMonterey!!! I love Monterey, 2nd timethis year I was there. My 1stvacation was on January 07th 2020Monterey has BOMB AF Seafood Thefirst one was my Crab Ravioli
Fresh pasta pockets stuffed with crab and ricotta cheese topped with rose shrimp sauce, and the 2nd one is my...Prawn Pasta Dinner...Prawns sautéed in a vodka cream sauce with fresh cut tomatoes, green onions and shallots. All the seafood is fresh everday in Monterey...Now you see why I go to Monterey all the time lol
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Late Saturday night I had to call my niece to take me to the er. My pulse was bouncing between 132 and 154, It only took a couple hrs for them to decide to put me in the hospital. I was hoping to get out the next day, but I did not, I never got out till Tuesday. As a result of being in the hospital and having a large wall as a view from my room, I missed the firework display Sunday night. The irony of this is if the wall had not been there I would have had a great view of the display from my bed in the hospital. It is so hard to sleep in the hospital. I had a blood pressure cup on one arm and 2 ivs with 3 drips on the other arm. and at least 3 times while I was in there they drew blood. One morning they woke me at 5 am to draw blood and could not find the vain so left without it only to have another girl come in 2 hrs later to try it again. I sleep on my side normally and that is not easy with both arms hooked to things. Monday morning the one iv ran out and the alarm on it went off right by my head. That will wake you up fast! They finally got my heart rate down to a reasonable level and let me come home. lol I should not laugh but we got a heat wave headed my way and I do not have an air conditioner, so it may not have been all bad had they kept me a few more days in the air conditioned hospital lol . They had to send me home though, because the cardiac wing of that hospital is nearly always full, and I am sure there were people that needed their attention more then me once they got my heart rate lowered.
I was quite disappointed when my cardiologist came in to see me and told me there is not much they can do for me till we see if we can get rid of the blood clot and have the ablation, because they had exhausted every other avenue. I want to live to be 100 and at this rate I may not make it.
Ok let's put all this depressing stuff away and let me take a moment to wish you all a HAPPY 4TH OF JULY.♥ ★ ☆ ☮ RIGS BACK HOME FROM VACATION IN MONTEREY ☮ ☆ ★ ♥
Good day Everybody!! I'm Back lolAlways bringing you the very bestNew Rock Music Videosavailable to you, right here, right now on yourfavorite game site,GameDesireThis song is from Glass Animalsis called "Heat Waves"and is a song I love and so will you.and was released June 29th, 2020!!!!THAT WAS A FEW DAYS AGO!!!!ARE YOU FCKN' Kidding me??? How FRESH is that? lolololololMy DOO DOO is ALWAYS so, so, so Fresh!༼ ºل͟º ༽
As promised, New Rock Music Videos,signed, sealed & delivered...Studio Version...RELEASED JUNE 29TH, 2020...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mRD0-GxqHVoLyric Version...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnAONxyZkow(Last night all I think about is youDon't stop, baby, you can walk throughDon't wanna but I think about youYou know that I'm never gonna do)Road shimmer wigglin' the visionHeat, heat waves, I'm swimmin' in a mirrorRoad shimmer wigglin' the visionHeat, heat waves, I'm swimmin' in a—Sometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowUsually I put somethin' on TVSo we never think about you and meBut today I see our reflections clearlyIn Hollywood, layin' on the screenYou just need a better life than thisYou need somethin' I can never giveFake water all across the roadIt's gone now, the night has come, butSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowYou can't fight it, you can't breatheYou say somethin' so lovin', butNow I gotta let you goYou'll be better off in someone newI don't wanna be aloneYou know it hurts me tooYou look so broken when you cryOne more and then I say goodbyeSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowI just wanna know what you're dreamin' ofWhen you sleep and smile so comfortableI just wish that I could give you thatThat look that's perfectly un-sadSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outHeat waves been fakin' me outSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowSometimes all I think about is youLate nights in the middle of JuneHeat waves been fakin' me outCan't make you happier nowRoad shimmer wigglin' the visionHeat, heat waves, I'm swimmin' in a mirrorRoad shimmer wigglin' the visionHeat, heat waves, I'm swimmin' in a mirror<-SMILE-><-IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY->This my photos...from Monterey. i love Monterey, 2nd time this year I was there. My 1st vacation was on January 07th 2020.
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One morning Thibodeaux was sitting under the tree in his front yard patching holes in his shrimp net. His neighbor, Boudreaux, came out his front door, waved to Thibodeaux, and walked to his mailbox. He looked in the box, scratched his head a minute, and went back inside.
Half hour later Thibodeaux was still patching when Boudreaux checked his mailbox again. This time he slammed the box shut and walked back inside mumbling.
Another half hour passed-Thibodeaux was still patching. Boudreaux stomped to his mailbox, yanked it open, looked in, and slammed it shut. He took a deep breath and started back into the house.
“Boudreaux, what’s wrong?” Thibodeaux yelled.
“Dat computer my boy give me has lost its mind,” Boudreaux replied walking into the shade.
“You got a computer? I didn’t know dat,” Thibodeaux said.
“Yeah, Pierre give it to me yesterday-all hooked up to dat inner Net,” Boudreaux replied.
“Pierre. Dat’s a good boy you got. What’s he doin now?” Thibodeaux asked.
“He’s workin’ over in N”Awlins, got a good job,” Boudreaux answered.
So what’s wrong with de computer?’ Thibodeaux asked.
“It just plain lost its mind,” Boudreaux replied. “You saw me. Tree times I looked in dat box. Dere ain’t nothin’ dere. But dat computer keeps sayin’ ‘YOU’VE GOT MAIL’.”
Flying the Piper Tomahawk!
https://youtu.be/0KoUtwLCArQKEITH URBAN "GEMINI" AUDIO ONLY
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